Elements

I start with the first element , Fire...  and the unedited portion of how it begins- 

"There! That's the point I have managed to push myself to..The moment where I am surrounded by the flames ; the boundary walls of orange have locked me in now and there's no escape!"

As I look outside from the train coach, I see some fields getting burnt and my eyes feast the sight of the raging flames! And then the mind chatter begins... 

I somewhere try to find the fire inside me.. The fire of self- motivation! Let my flames light up my dreams.. But, the flames have never even burnt the coal to keep the warmth in this long journey of life! Alas..The glow of these flames have never been so elusive ever before! Maybe the storms haven't been rough yet to test its powers or frankly they haven't been stoked well to bring the flames alive again! So what is it that's stopping to do so? The fear of the flames burning the pyres of dreams? The fear of these very flames burning those who are close? 

"Yes, the fire of fears have always surrounded me! "  spoke a voice deep within..... 

This very voice made me realise that yes I have started to pray for the rains!!!